Well, I’m always a few days late for this, no surprise.
So I’m gonna be 22 this year, and something tells me I’m the kind who holds on tight to the past and them memories. Be it friendships, love, the people I lost and the people I’ve grown distant to. Sometimes in life we have to learn to accept things and just let go.
So I’ve came up with a list of things I planned to do not only in this year, but this goes beyond that.
My parents are getting older, I never really realizes this before but they are. My dad is gonna be 63 this year and my mum 59. Alhamdulillah Allah has given them good healthy life together. My dad is not as strong as he was a few years ago, he often complains about his aching body parts, and my mum is not as healthy as she might looks like with her high-blood pressure and diabetes. I feel the need to spend more time with them, to never take them for granted, to appreciate them more. I love these two people to death and the thought of losing them one day is too unbearable. But growing up is too time-consuming. I need all the time in the world for my studies and I cannot always be with them. Whatever it is now, when applicable, family comes first.
Then my life. I’m tired of being average. I want to be different, be really great at something. In academic, I want to be that girl who’s genius in programming. She’s responsible, reliable, and diligent. Socially, I want to be that girl whose personality, confidence and wittiness charms everyone in her life. She’s so positive and brave and strong. She takes chances and never gives up. Obstacles in life do not scare her away, nor drags her down.
Before 25,
I want to finish my Degree with CGPA higher than 3.6 .
I want to be someone respectable in my organization.
Secure a dream job with my qualifications.
I want to have a steady boyfriend, who wants to get married to me, and vice versa of course. I’m never the kind of girl who’s into flings and, the temporary ‘no-pressure’ kind of relationship. I’m into the permanent love, which never goes away, never gets old. I don’t mind going through the difficulties of starting a life with someone, cuz , we’re young and stuffs.
I do want to pursue my master’s degree in the USA, California specifically, just because. But that is only happening if I get like a really good CGPA, see? I really have to study hard!
I want to do countless researches about anything Cosmetics at a molecular/genetic level.
I want to take chances more.
I want to do something new, something I’ve never done before, like a pageant or anything cheesy like that.
And yes I’ve said this a million times, I do want to shed a few kilos off.
I want to finish my Degree with CGPA higher than 3.6 .
I want to be someone respectable in my organization.
Secure a dream job with my qualifications.
I want to have a steady boyfriend, who wants to get married to me, and vice versa of course. I’m never the kind of girl who’s into flings and, the temporary ‘no-pressure’ kind of relationship. I’m into the permanent love, which never goes away, never gets old. I don’t mind going through the difficulties of starting a life with someone, cuz , we’re young and stuffs.
I do want to pursue my master’s degree in the USA, California specifically, just because. But that is only happening if I get like a really good CGPA, see? I really have to study hard!
I want to do countless researches about anything Cosmetics at a molecular/genetic level.
I want to take chances more.
I want to do something new, something I’ve never done before, like a pageant or anything cheesy like that.
And yes I’ve said this a million times, I do want to shed a few kilos off.
I want to do a lot of things and with that comes responsibilities, danger, risks and many obstacles. I’ll never trade off my values, and as always, knowing my boundaries would help, know what’s right and what’s wrong. InsyaAllah..
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